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...say whut?I know what I said,
but it rips me apart to see you with someone else.
Call me selfish, because I am.
Call me cruel, because I am.
Call me cold, because I am.
But I was never inhuman.
The sole reason of doing it now was because I can't bear to do it later.
Because later meant time.
Time that was spent for you to love me deeper.
Time that was spent for me to grow colder...
...more messed up
I can't bear to hurt you any more than I hurt you now.
That's what 'later' does.
Make it worse.
And all I want to do is to see you happy.
But seeing you happy makes feel like a thousand hells.
This feeling is unknown to me.
Am I mad?
Am I sad?
Am I jealous?
I am Jealous.
Proof that I still have feelings for you.
However, my brain is on top of my heart.
Since I am selfish,
I wouldn't give up anything for you.
Since I am cruel,
I wouldn't say what you want to hear.
Since I am cold,
I will make you hate me to make it easier for you.
Because I Loved yo
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